Jena x_X

law school...

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 21:28:29 GMT

I'm actually almost looking forward to law school. First time mom mentioned it i was like >:O holy f*cking shit are you crazy!??! Hell no i'm not going to law school after pharmacy school!!! >:O

But I feel like I'm more suited for law than pharmacy, it just seems more interesting. I'd rather read liberal arts stuff then science stuff since you know physics sucks ass... Law school would sound fun.

For those of you who don't get it, i'm not giving up on pharmacy school.. i'm just going to law school after phamacy school so i'll be in patent law totaling..........2+4+4... 10 YEARS IN COLLEGE?!?!?!? !*@(#)*!(@)#*!(*)@#*(!*)(@#*)!*@(#*)(!*(@)#*!)*(@#*!)*@#(!*)(@*#)(!*)#*@.... myeh we'll see how I feel about it after i graduate from pharm school

I feel like I've gotten my shit together more or less. I passed my pharmacy technician exam (yay!) just barely though XD (still good considering how I lost my book) hurray 9$ an hour pay? or hopefully higher... but more than likely 9$ since I have no job experience x_X I'll have to get my social security number fixed before I start working... but =x! my family's screwed if I work and I'm screwed if I become an independent... but yeah if I work (for even 1 hour) it'll just be enough to put the family income on... 33% INCOME TAX SCALE >:O!!!!!!!!!! and I wouldn't mind if the money were going to poor people but nooo it's going toward the war on oi- i mean terror. bleh. not happy at all >:O

still have to work though...gotta get that recommendation from a pharmacist= need job XD either that or I can get my aunt to pull some strings maybe... *sigh*.. bleh!!!! gayness

my gpa isn't all that hot but my prospective pcat scores look good, and that's all that matters right now.. as long as i can maintain that 3.3 i'll be fine. hm... I've got a teacher recommendation in the bag from my sociology professor... now i just need to find someone else to write good things about me XD gay.

I'm a lot less stressed now... it's like if all else fails i can just be a pharm tech, the pay's not that bad expecially once I get some experience.. but that's the worst case scenario, and it's comforting that the worst case scenario really isn't all that horrible

still indecisive about the patent law thing x_X do i REALLY want to spend 10 years in school? .

XD jena=easily amused

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 08:15:20 GMT

So.. I thought i'd teach myself CG XD;; just for the heck of it cuz I saw this really pretty cg artwork and i was like ooooooooh pretty~~~ so I went and looked up some tutorials X_x which would've been all great and good... IF I KNEW HOW TO DRAW >:O but i don't now how to draw... *sniff*... cuz i'm artistically challanged like that... anyway managed to whip myself up something anyhow~

orig:

version 1:

version 2:

color only

XD doesn't the last one look impressionist?

XD!!!

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 23:05:23 GMT

Your Spicy Score: Medium

You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance.
You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature.
Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality.
Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!

How Spicy Are You?

lmao *jena takes random quizes* i think i'm spicier than medium when i think pervy thoughts when i look at that picture

that pic is just screaming "i turn guys gay!" XD

To: Jennifer Miller

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 07:09:07 GMT

Jenny, come visit me on fri? sorry i had to cancel last time XD but yeah got lots of episodes of bleach (up to 70 now) so you might want to come get them~

and other stuff.. hm... dina come visit me sometime too! if you can, could you bring me some like.. padded envelopes to ship stuff to becca?

some more dvds would be nice *trades dvds for food/anime/and ice cream XD*

wtheeeo XD well it's not that bad

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 16:59:57 GMT

sooooooooo my parents are making me stay at home again XD;;; they're like omfggg you failed your chem test! you should stay at home where dad can help (aka watch over you with iron fist and invade your privacy like TRUE communist) and i'm like XD;;; I don't really have a choice in it anyway... *sigh*

it's not that bad i get better food =D dorm food=sux x_X;; gotta clean up room though *jena doesn't like cleaning.. and usually doesn't bother... but still* gwynn, lets go get food together XD i don't like going alone~ commuting's a pain in the ass though *sigh*... you really should bring a futon we could take naps together XD;;; call up aaron and be like WAKE US UP IN AN HOUR! and then once gwynns up she'll have to be like >: jena get your lazy ass up out of bed since i'll prolly just be like *yawn* k...*turns over*falls back asleep*

but that means... DON'T CALLL ME ANYMORE!!!! not even dorm phone cuz i won't be there and you'll wake up eevveerryoonne by calling (cuz everyone can here) so... XD

sigh reassessment

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 08:15:48 GMT

so yup... i got a 13/20 on my chem test *sniffle*really sad* I really hate his grading system...

so i'm seriously considering my options for what I'd do if I don't get into pharm school =/ I'm thinking computers.. I like computers.. hard to get a job but I like computers XD It sounds fun

no engineering for me I suck too much at physics X_X;;; but hmm... It amazes me how much I don't know about photoshop *was just looking at some tutorial* and it's like wooow how do you come up with things like this? *wonders if the design came first or if they were just messing around and came up with something and were like ooh this is pretty????* well probably the first one but i'm still amazed at how they come up with it XD

but yup.. still a lot of things I don't know about everything.. really sad about chem... I wouldn't care if I didn't study for it but i spend hoours and hoooouuurs on chem and it just feels like i'm not getting anything back =/ and i usually get something back when I study, you know? but nope... not this time... *sniff*

bareback mountain

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 09:42:03 GMT

wow..just wow. x_X didn't like most of the movie but the ending was really good

>:O that guy's such a bastard! he should've died instead of jack ;_; poor jack.. (is that even his name? jena's bad with names) but yeah the last 10 mins of the movie totally made up for all the bad film that came before it x_X

XD fob bf search!!!

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 19:00:54 GMT

lmao so this morning my mom woke me up (x_X;; i'm kinda sick.. i don't know with what.. slept from 8 pm last night to 12 this morning X_X;;; that's.. 14 hours straight?!?? and my mom still had to wake me up) and so.. she was telling me how her and my dad were watching "xiang yue xing qi liu" which is basically a chinese dating show XD;; but it's funny cuz people say messed up things like..

girl: "if your gf woke up up at 2 am to fly kites, what would you do?"
guy: "o.o;;; er... *scared look* it would depend on the situation and my mood.... ^^:;;.......*thinks: Crazy bitch*"

so she was saying like XD! your dad and i have been wondering what would happen if you went on there... and i was like O.O;;;; ?
mom: you could say that.. your prettiness rating is 20 your housework rating is 80 and your niceness rating is 100 (this is out a scale of 100)
me: XD!! but my housework rating isn't 80... it's more like 30 X_X;;;; wouldn't they have to accept me to be on the show first?
mom: XD don't worry your great aunt knows the anchor if you wanted to you could get on :D
me: *afraid* O.O;;;;... woow is that how your cousin met her husband?
mom: nah, they met through work =D your dad said that for "job" you could say that you teach kids english
me: lmao and that would explain my lack of proficiency in chinese??? XD;;; *imagining horror scenarios where i go "... they're all ugly! i don't want any of them!" (because the guys tend to be ugly.. well... okay like... i don't want someone good looking they're not unattractive ugly they're like.. creepy looking ugly) or "XD;;; your wages are THAT low?! *jena is a gold digger* REJECTED!" XD;; i'd scare everyone away...

x_X;;; mom already has evil plans for me to go to qing hua (equivalent to chinese princeton) in china to find a bf... *cough*..*dies*... i was like XD;; if you're gonna ship me off to china we might as well go all the way and go straight to bei da (equivalent to chinese harvard)! but then she was like XD;; but we don't know anyone in bei da... or something like that X_X;;;

oh btw kate if you decide to tell your mom about this please don't let it slip that i have an lj *doesn't want my parents snooping around my lj*

XD;;;

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:28:08 GMT

got this from becca's LJ <3

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Rediculously long, usualy tied up in ribbons.
Clothes:	Dark and sexy. With randomly placed belts. Lots and lots of belts...
Powers:	Dragon taming
Special Features:	None
Sidekick:	None, you have no need for a sidekick.
Attitude:	Bouncy one minute, murderous the next. No one knows when you're going to mood-swing next.
Weapon:	Staff

Quiz created with MemeGen!

XD;;; jena likes belts??? *ahem*

anyway i have a new roomate! yay? i dunno i was just getting used to living in a room by myself...;_;.... but she's okay i like her (thank god she's not ghetto)

she's a music and philosophy double major, she likes impressionist art and she does opera and likes schubert so.. we have similar tastes in art/music which is good

ironically her name is stephanie XD;; i have to surpress the urge to call her "stephanie #2" ^^;;;;

x_X

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 20:09:23 GMT

*dies and is dead*wishing she were at UT* dam you cano/gwynn! why must you people leave meee ;_; i'm gonna be all alone in this hell holeeee >.<;;;;

i'm hating psych sooo much right now x_X it's not that it's hard it's just the f*ing time crunch.. stupid professor doesn't teach use how to use the damed program and it's like I PAYED 100 BUCKS FOR THIS SHIT COULDN'T YOU MAKE IT EASIER TO USE?!?!?!?!?

i'm tempted to just go anerexic XD easier than dieting really... i don't have to worry about what i eat i just don't eat x_X and take vitamins or whatever maybe work out a little and bam weight loss =D

so last week went to ochem lab XD;; it was the most pathetic thing ever i was looking for a "room 47" in the fleming building instead of the science building x_X one girl was like "try going to the basement all the rooms on this floor are in the 100's" and i was like ^_^ k

so i walk around the building looking for stairs XD! and i couldn't find them (because you know i'm ditzy like that, right?) so finally i was like X_X i'm like 10 mins late.. and i ask this professor "how do i get down to the basement?" and she was like "...take the stairs?" ">.< can't find them..." and she's like "it's right next door" "...? doesn't that go outside?" "XD;;; go straight then turn around..." "...o..k...? * OMFG I'M A RETARD"

uh has bad engineers.. it's like a hall and leads to the door and it looks like it's a narrow hall with a one sided door but really if you're coming in from outside thre're stairs leading down and it's a 2 sided door x_X;;;

and when i went down to the basement i couldn't find a room 47... and that's when i realized that i was in the science building not the fleming building... x_X;;;...

so i found the science building and i was like XD;;; holy shit i used to come here when i was 3 feet tall (when dad was still in school) lmao i was wondering what would've happened if dad was my TA ">: you're 1/2 hour late! 0 for the day" or something XD;;; dad was really strict.. *glad times have changed* x_X;;; lmao if dad found out it'd be like "you fail at being my daughter! >:o back in my day i went to lab 1/2 hour early!" or something like that x_X

;_; I HATE MY BOOBS! rawr!

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 00:30:28 GMT

convo btw me and aaron, edited for you reading sanity

Jena Cai: ;_; wuuu....
rikijiki: lol
Jena Cai: *asian crying sound*
rikijiki: "wuuu"? ah hahahahaha
Jena Cai: XD well more specifically chinese i hate my breasts! they're not big when i want them big and they're too damn big when i don't want them big ;_;*got hand me down labcoat from mom today* she got me 2- one with her name an "city of houston water plant" on it and one plain white one and so hers fits and then some (cuz she's bigger than me) but the plain white one isn't hers it's her friends... and it's a tight fit except AROUND MY CHEST
rikijiki: uhuh lol ooo perfect
Jena Cai: well not like... i'm a fat girl who wants to be preppy and therefore wears tiny shirt when i shouldn't be tight but it's like it could be bigger
rikijiki: have it open around the boobies to make you look BUSTEY
Jena Cai: omg no! it's a lab coat not a whore outfit i'm like x_X gaaaahh why?!?! why?!?!? *needs a sports bra* WHY?!
rikijiki: lol you could be the sekshi scientist
Jena Cai: XD!!lmao i don't want to be a sekshi scientist! *whine* i want a lab coat that fits you know me i'm going to spill HCl down my chest and it won't be prettyi'd like my chest protected thank you XD
rikijiki: lol ur boobs will wear down then
Jena Cai: lmao! more like my 40 DOLLAR VICTORIA SECRET BRA

these are so cute <3

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 19:03:56 GMT

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jena!

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If you break Jena, you will get seven years of bad luck.
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Every day in the UK, four people die putting Jena on!

XD dam right breaking me would bring you bad luck- that's why the pharoahs all died >:D

"Broke mountain"

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 04:16:43 GMT

XD lmfao mom was just like "jena wanna go see a movie? ^_^" i was like

jena:"^_^ okay which one?"
mom:"broke mountain"
jena: "XD!! *stifles laughter* why do you want to see it?"
mom: "cuz the chinese producer made it and it won an award ^_^" XD;; and she sounded so exicted about it too.....

lmao and this is after cano tells me about the sex scene in the middle XD;; my god can you imagine my mom's reaction to that? "O.O OMG" XD;; she's going to hate ang lee by the end of that movie... *doesn't plan on being with her when she watches it it would be a very awkward moment x_X*

=x

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 02:47:37 GMT

dare i say it? i may have found an replacement for lj

www.gaiaonline.com

XD it's so cute~ i wonder if you can get gold from updating your journal? o.o who needs gunbound when you can dress up random avatars on this thing?

when asked why jena plays gunbound...: well... i don't really like it that much.. i'm just too poor to buy clothes in real life so.... ;_;

got this from becca

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 22:09:09 GMT

XD! quizes are funny~ i got the pink heart thing like becca but i didn't think it was accurate =x

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality

What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

but yeah XD!!! that's so dina! i was like lmao i stole dina's answer =x

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 14:32:05 GMT

DON'T OPEN MY E-MAILS!!!

i dunno norton has been sending me things saying "your e-mail could not send because it contained a virus"

and i've been like O.O WTF I HAVEN'T BEEN SENDING ANYTHING!!! so whatever virus i have is automatically sending e-mails... -.-;;;... anyway norton's been saying that the files have been canceled? But don't open anything anyway just to be on the safe side, k?

=X!!!!

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 19:11:06 GMT

my comp... is dead...

i lost all my files except for my schoolwork, oh the sadness XD;;;

i don't really mind.. i lost all my games, ffvii!!! =x!, and all my random videos.. so i can't burn anything for anyone this christmas sorry ^^;;;

easy come easy go, nee? so i don't really mind... ;_;....all that much...;_;...;_;.....;____;..... i'm sad that i lost all my harvest moon game info though XD;;; i don't mind losing my ffta info cuz it wasn't a very good game (i planned to replay it anyway).. but my harvest moon game was a dam good game i was married and pregnant and everything -.-;;; oh well..

i miss ffvii though... but it's okay i have the ps version =/ oh and i lost the ffvii movie ;_;... which isn't that bad cuz i burned jenny a copy and she could lend me the cd, right?

but i burned myself bleach before it died so it's not a total loss...

okay redone christmas gift list!

...money? (like hm.. 1-20 bucks? however much you're willing to give me)
XD;;; alcohol? .
hm...*think*...ffvii? ;_;....(the comp version)...
sims 2 borrowing? XD;;;

really i don't want to ask for anything unless i have the means to give things... =/ i'd feel bad only getting presents and not giving things back.... *le sigh*

my poor comp.. even though i lost all my files i'm still sad because i <3 my computer.. and it's all dead.. ;_;...

well basically the video card broke and me and my dad thought it was a virus but then when we erased disc C with all the files backed up on disk d, windows XP broke down entirely (cuz the video card was messed up) and then the whole computer didn't work anymore and i couldn't even access disk d to save my files and it was sad...;_;

^^

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 23:16:41 GMT

How was everyone's thanksgiving? hope ya'll had fun~ =x my turkey came out okay i didn't burn it (on the inside) XD;;;; eh heh?

anyway~

THE HARRY POTTER SURVEY
...that I made because I am bored and procrastinating, hahahah

- Your Name // Jennifer
- Your favorite Harry Potter book // fanfiction is better! the breathe series is the best~
- Your favorite Harry Potter Character // DRACO!!!!
- Which house do you think the Sorting Hat would put you in? // Ravenclaw (you know it's the asian house XD;;;)
- Which house would you like to be put in? // Ravenclaw~
- Doh, favorite founder? // Rowena Ravenclaw *stole gwynn's answer*
- If you worked in the Ministry of Magic, you would be...? // =x! who'd want to work there?
- Fudge or the other guy? // =x! they both suck
- Muggle born, half-blood, or pure-blood? // pure-blood~
- If you were a half-blood or a pure-blood, what wizarding family would you like to be part of? // XD;; no idea...
- Would you own a house elf? // nah...
- Quidditch? // =x!!! no
- If so, what position? //
- What kind of wand would you have? // o.O whatever the wand guy picks out for me
- What would be inside that makes it special? (like say Veela hair, Unicorn hair, a phoenix feather?) // phoenix feather~
- What would your future job be? // whatever pays well ^^
- Would you own a Kneazle? (A magical cat, basically, but that's kind of incorrect) // ooh~ yup
- Live amongst the muggles, Hogsmeade or a place like “The Burrow?” // er... dunno...
- Even if you were from a rich family, wizarding or not, would you be cheap and buy second hand books? (seeing as most of my friends are college students) // it depends on their condition
- Agree with the use of dementors? // no! dementors are bad!
- Do the implied rights of the Muggles apply to the wizards as well? What about the “cruel and unusual” part? // yup yup
- Did you care about Percy’s cauldron issue? // no =x percy has OCD
- Was it even relevant? No
- Do you think the Ministry is too dumb to really control the problems, or do you think they’re bad, even for Muggle standards? // they're too dumb =x
- Like the movies much? // YES!
- Where do you think Snape’s loyalties lie? // He's in love with sirius and doing everything in his power to avenge his death from within enemy ranks
- Think Harry will kill Draco? // maybe pretend to kill him to decieve the enemy XD;;;
- How do you feel about the Dursleys? // =/ dursleys? what dursleys? *hides remains*
- If the horcrux is one of Rowena Ravenclaw’s belongings, what do you think it is? // XD;; her old textbook...
- If the horcrux is one of Godric Gryffindor’s belongings, what do you think it is? // the sword in dumbledore's office
- If you thought it was the Sorting Hat, do you have a theory about how Voldemort got his soul into it? // um... o.O;; wtf?
- What about the sword? // =x????
- If the Ministry destroys a wizard’s or witch’s wand, do you think they’re allowed to buy another wand from a place like Olivander’s? // prolly not.. but they should be!
- You think Ginny and Harry will get together in the 7th book and stay a couple? // EW! NO!!! HARRY LOVES DRACO!!!!!
- Do you think Harry will be alive at the end of the 7th book? // he's the main char of course he lives =x or if he dies he better die with draco >:

XD;; food channel!!!

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 22:41:23 GMT

lol i can cook now! (kinda)

=x cooking channels on chinese food are a lot more..interesting for me? cuz i cook chinese food.. watching american food channel is like O.O OMG! *watches lady throw stick of butter into food* O.O no wonder americans are fat!!!! geez! if i lived in a white family i'd be a whale =x! granted chinese food is oily but we use peanut oil which is technically the healthiest oil out there... especially compared to BUTTER =x!!!!

but i love how no matter how bad a dish looks they're all like *bite* mmm...mmm...*orgasmically good food* this is DELICIOUS

XD!!! and you never know if it REALLY tastes good on the inside they could be like X_x omg i'd eat this when i get into my 3rd hour of viagra induced erection....

^_^;;;;;;;;; those deserts look good though i just don't get the cream thing... so in the end you're eating sugared raw egg yolks??? is that sanitary???? o.o;;;

i still don't know where to get mascarpone cheese... if i did i'd make tiramisu for us all =D

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 07:04:07 GMT

The Lyrics Game

1) Put a play list on of random music from your music library.
2) Put the play list on shuffle
3) Write out the song title and artist for the first 10 songs, and choose a line from the lyrics from each.
4) Post the lyrics on your blog, and give people a week to guess the song title and singer.
5) After a week, post hints.
6) After two weeks post answers.

Do I even have to mention NO LOOKING THINGS UP THAT'S CHEATING.

well it's not fair to just put japanese or else no one can even guess so! i put english translation when it's available XD

#1 dare yori suteki na boku no taisetsu na sono egao o (It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile)
#2 "sou sa, kono ame wa itsuka yamu n da ne..." ("That's right, this rain will someday cease, won't it...")
#3 yoake no sora ga suki na kimi ga saigo ni miseta ano namida o (You loved the dawn sky And at the end showed me tears)
#4 Why am I here? Why am I lost? Where is *unintelligable but it sounds like that* that?
#x o.o;; omg.. *bad japanese sounding out* tsuki ni terasane neoko ji ne- =x!!!! *skips to another song!*
#5 XD:;; uh.. *just puts the engrish* round and round the merry go round merry merry roouunnnd (This shouldn't be hard to figure out)
#6 kokoro no itami o keshitekureru no nara mayowazu koroshiteokure yo (If you're going to erase the pains in my heart, then go right ahead and kill me)
#7 yasashii sono te o matteru hito ga iru kara kao o agete
#8 ^_____^ AISHITEMO II KAIII??????? yureerru yooruuu ni ^_~! XD everyone'll get this one~ X3!
#9 Setsunai kurai kanjite mo naze?
#10 kiesaru kono sekai de anata to aishitsuzukeru (In this world that melts away, I'll continue to love you)

Halloween~ ^_^

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 23:05:05 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
mistressofangst goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Wicked Witch of the West (>.> cackling is fun).
_5ch tricks you! You get a rock.
amikourin gives you 13 orange apple-flavoured gummy worms.
el_mentado_neff gives you 3 dark blue cola-flavoured wafers.
huangrong gives you 2 brown vanilla-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
immoralangel tricks you! You get a piece of paper.
rakarikirokojo tricks you! You get a rock.
shuujin_no_yami tricks you! You lose 17 pieces of candy!
stoopid_tomato gives you 18 orange chocolate-flavoured pieces of taffy.
validity gives you 10 mauve orange-flavoured gummy worms.
viskei_rocker tricks you! You get an eraser.
mistressofangst ends up with 29 pieces of candy, a rock, a piece of paper, a rock, and an eraser.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

nya no one loves me i don't get a lot of candy XD;;;

o.o and what're coca cola wafers????

don't get mad, get even!

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 19:49:47 GMT

i shall be taking a break from the internet.. probably a long one hopefully i won't be on for a while except to stock up on my fics ^^;;; (i still have a few to last me a few days i guess) yinan's coming back in a few days i'll finally have a chance to go out~ (kinda) well.. yinan's been kinda sickly so she probably won't want to come out that much.. but we're gonna go play tennis/swim over at our place (we pay 300 bucks a year for their damn tennis court/swimming pool we might as well -.-) and i have lots of anime and vid games and sutff... *sighs sadly*... ah well i guess i won't be so lonely when she gets back ^_^ but for now i have my pokemon to keep me company... -.-;;;

love story in harvard~

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 03:27:39 GMT

XD;;; the main character guy really looks like khoa... and jackie chan O.O he's like khoa and jackie chan's love child kinda XD;;;; it's funny cuz it's 1/2 english 1/2 korean XD;; and the english is really really bad like the fob korean guy speaks better english than the (supposed) abc guy...

i <3 the theme song but it's so fobby XD;;; it's one thing if the singer can't sing english and it's fobby but it's another thing if the original lyrics were already fobbish ^^;;; ah.. memories... (*thinking of gackt* "and i say no duh, i, get butt sore every night and jus like thu mia happy as can be my art it eeaatts a liiaarrr")

Spring, summer, falling winter dream
Those are shinning like a star
They keep whispering,
“I’m so in love with you”

Spring, summer, falling winter love..
It is breezing to my heart
and it keeps telling,
“I’ll make you rainbow smile”

★ I remember when we were angels,
when we dreamed about us
All my days were happy
just like a snowy christmas
I wish I’d have them always..
Every step I make writes a story
It is full of the heart
feeling love of my life and
missing friends of my time
I Wish I’d have them all.. ★

Spring, summer, falling winter days..
we’ve been sharing all the hearts
love shines in my eyes
love just won’t fade away

★repeat★

If you’d all the way show me the world
Where I will stay in love
All my days will be white
Just like a snowy christmas
You’re just all I need

dummy journal bwahahaha

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 03:39:22 GMT

for security reasons i have now created a dummy journal under jennifercai, k k? XD nothing to show my inner psychoness/angst kyahahhaaa

otherwise it's a useless sn... just in case they're on to me one day i'll let them read my journal so they don't get suspicious *sighs* well you know the things i write about my mom on here <.<;;; lalala... *runs away*

ohohohoho!

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 04:32:34 GMT

my internet, it LIVES!!!!!!!!! KYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA anyway my schedule for next year nyeh heeeeh

sociology
art hist II
statistics
bio
anatomy and physicology

=D 5 days a week~

damned art hist... *shakes fist* all the other classes are mon, wed, fri classes and ONLY art hist is tues thurs... ;_;

art hist I was all filled up so i was like ..eh.. art hist II... it doesn't look that much different <.< anyway it was either tues thrus or sat... and it's like >.o i dun wanna go to class on sat wtf... and then having tues and thurs free is really ghetto ^^;;; ah well whateva....

i'm having doubts about college part of me thinks i deserve better... the environment isn't that great i keep comparing it to rice...

the rice campus is so beautiful and there're so many squirrels XD;;; uh campus i keep stoping and going *stares* are those WEEDS?! WTF?! ah well... *sighs* it's okay it's only 2 years... =x i'll be okay...*sighs*hangs head*...*sighs*....*regret-ness*

f*ing mother she's all like "will you be okay with 5 classes? are you sure you won't fail?" THIS close *makes little finger motion* to screaming at her all i did was "*disgusted sound/look* you don't even trust me that much?" i should've said something like "well... i don't know i am YOUR daughter after all..." *eye twitches*