Jena x_X

I'm actually almost looking forward to law school. First time mom mentioned it i was like >:O holy f*cking shit are you crazy!??! Hell no i'm not going to law school after pharmacy school!!! >:O

But I feel like I'm more suited for law than pharmacy, it just seems more interesting. I'd rather read liberal arts stuff then science stuff since you know physics sucks ass... Law school would sound fun.

For those of you who don't get it, i'm not giving up on pharmacy school.. i'm just going to law school after phamacy school so i'll be in patent law totaling..........2+4+4... 10 YEARS IN COLLEGE?!?!?!? !*@(#)*!(@)#*!(*)@#*(!*)(@#*)!*@(#*)(!*(@)#*!)*(@#*!)*@#(!*)(@*#)(!*)#*@.... myeh we'll see how I feel about it after i graduate from pharm school

I feel like I've gotten my shit together more or less. I passed my pharmacy technician exam (yay!) just barely though XD (still good considering how I lost my book) hurray 9$ an hour pay? or hopefully higher... but more than likely 9$ since I have no job experience x_X I'll have to get my social security number fixed before I start working... but =x! my family's screwed if I work and I'm screwed if I become an independent... but yeah if I work (for even 1 hour) it'll just be enough to put the family income on... 33% INCOME TAX SCALE >:O!!!!!!!!!! and I wouldn't mind if the money were going to poor people but nooo it's going toward the war on oi- i mean terror. bleh. not happy at all >:O

still have to work though...gotta get that recommendation from a pharmacist= need job XD either that or I can get my aunt to pull some strings maybe... *sigh*.. bleh!!!! gayness

my gpa isn't all that hot but my prospective pcat scores look good, and that's all that matters right now.. as long as i can maintain that 3.3 i'll be fine. hm... I've got a teacher recommendation in the bag from my sociology professor... now i just need to find someone else to write good things about me XD gay.

I'm a lot less stressed now... it's like if all else fails i can just be a pharm tech, the pay's not that bad expecially once I get some experience.. but that's the worst case scenario, and it's comforting that the worst case scenario really isn't all that horrible

still indecisive about the patent law thing x_X do i REALLY want to spend 10 years in school? .

So.. I thought i'd teach myself CG XD;; just for the heck of it cuz I saw this really pretty cg artwork and i was like ooooooooh pretty~~~ so I went and looked up some tutorials X_x which would've been all great and good... IF I KNEW HOW TO DRAW >:O but i don't now how to draw... *sniff*... cuz i'm artistically challanged like that... anyway managed to whip myself up something anyhow~

Your Spicy Score: Medium

You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!

lmao *jena takes random quizes* i think i'm spicier than medium when i think pervy thoughts when i look at that picture

that pic is just screaming "i turn guys gay!" XD

Jenny, come visit me on fri? sorry i had to cancel last time XD but yeah got lots of episodes of bleach (up to 70 now) so you might want to come get them~

and other stuff.. hm... dina come visit me sometime too! if you can, could you bring me some like.. padded envelopes to ship stuff to becca?

some more dvds would be nice *trades dvds for food/anime/and ice cream XD*

sooooooooo my parents are making me stay at home again XD;;; they're like omfggg you failed your chem test! you should stay at home where dad can help (aka watch over you with iron fist and invade your privacy like TRUE communist) and i'm like XD;;; I don't really have a choice in it anyway... *sigh*

it's not that bad i get better food =D dorm food=sux x_X;; gotta clean up room though *jena doesn't like cleaning.. and usually doesn't bother... but still* gwynn, lets go get food together XD i don't like going alone~ commuting's a pain in the ass though *sigh*... you really should bring a futon we could take naps together XD;;; call up aaron and be like WAKE US UP IN AN HOUR! and then once gwynns up she'll have to be like >: jena get your lazy ass up out of bed since i'll prolly just be like *yawn* k...*turns over*falls back asleep*

but that means... DON'T CALLL ME ANYMORE!!!! not even dorm phone cuz i won't be there and you'll wake up eevveerryoonne by calling (cuz everyone can here) so... XD

so yup... i got a 13/20 on my chem test *sniffle*really sad* I really hate his grading system...

so i'm seriously considering my options for what I'd do if I don't get into pharm school =/ I'm thinking computers.. I like computers.. hard to get a job but I like computers XD It sounds fun

no engineering for me I suck too much at physics X_X;;; but hmm... It amazes me how much I don't know about photoshop *was just looking at some tutorial* and it's like wooow how do you come up with things like this? *wonders if the design came first or if they were just messing around and came up with something and were like ooh this is pretty????* well probably the first one but i'm still amazed at how they come up with it XD

but yup.. still a lot of things I don't know about everything.. really sad about chem... I wouldn't care if I didn't study for it but i spend hoours and hoooouuurs on chem and it just feels like i'm not getting anything back =/ and i usually get something back when I study, you know? but nope... not this time... *sniff*

wow..just wow. x_X didn't like most of the movie but the ending was really good

>:O that guy's such a bastard! he should've died instead of jack ;_; poor jack.. (is that even his name? jena's bad with names) but yeah the last 10 mins of the movie totally made up for all the bad film that came before it x_X

lmao so this morning my mom woke me up (x_X;; i'm kinda sick.. i don't know with what.. slept from 8 pm last night to 12 this morning X_X;;; that's.. 14 hours straight?!?? and my mom still had to wake me up) and so.. she was telling me how her and my dad were watching "xiang yue xing qi liu" which is basically a chinese dating show XD;; but it's funny cuz people say messed up things like..

girl: "if your gf woke up up at 2 am to fly kites, what would you do?"
guy: "o.o;;; er... *scared look* it would depend on the situation and my mood.... ^^:;;.......*thinks: Crazy bitch*"

so she was saying like XD! your dad and i have been wondering what would happen if you went on there... and i was like O.O;;;; ?
mom: you could say that.. your prettiness rating is 20 your housework rating is 80 and your niceness rating is 100 (this is out a scale of 100)
me: XD!! but my housework rating isn't 80... it's more like 30 X_X;;;; wouldn't they have to accept me to be on the show first?
mom: XD don't worry your great aunt knows the anchor if you wanted to you could get on :D
me: *afraid* O.O;;;;... woow is that how your cousin met her husband?
mom: nah, they met through work =D your dad said that for "job" you could say that you teach kids english
me: lmao and that would explain my lack of proficiency in chinese??? XD;;; *imagining horror scenarios where i go "... they're all ugly! i don't want any of them!" (because the guys tend to be ugly.. well... okay like... i don't want someone good looking they're not unattractive ugly they're like.. creepy looking ugly) or "XD;;; your wages are THAT low?! *jena is a gold digger* REJECTED!" XD;; i'd scare everyone away...

x_X;;; mom already has evil plans for me to go to qing hua (equivalent to chinese princeton) in china to find a bf... *cough*..*dies*... i was like XD;; if you're gonna ship me off to china we might as well go all the way and go straight to bei da (equivalent to chinese harvard)! but then she was like XD;; but we don't know anyone in bei da... or something like that X_X;;;

oh btw kate if you decide to tell your mom about this please don't let it slip that i have an lj *doesn't want my parents snooping around my lj*

got this from becca's LJ <3

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Rediculously long, usualy tied up in ribbons.
Clothes:	Dark and sexy. With randomly placed belts. Lots and lots of belts...
Powers:	Dragon taming
Special Features:	None
Sidekick:	None, you have no need for a sidekick.
Attitude:	Bouncy one minute, murderous the next. No one knows when you're going to mood-swing next.
Weapon:	Staff
Quiz created with MemeGen!

XD;;; jena likes belts??? *ahem*

anyway i have a new roomate! yay? i dunno i was just getting used to living in a room by myself...;_;.... but she's okay i like her (thank god she's not ghetto)

she's a music and philosophy double major, she likes impressionist art and she does opera and likes schubert so.. we have similar tastes in art/music which is good

ironically her name is stephanie XD;; i have to surpress the urge to call her "stephanie #2" ^^;;;;

*dies and is dead*wishing she were at UT* dam you cano/gwynn! why must you people leave meee ;_; i'm gonna be all alone in this hell holeeee >.<;;;;

i'm hating psych sooo much right now x_X it's not that it's hard it's just the f*ing time crunch.. stupid professor doesn't teach use how to use the damed program and it's like I PAYED 100 BUCKS FOR THIS SHIT COULDN'T YOU MAKE IT EASIER TO USE?!?!?!?!?

i'm tempted to just go anerexic XD easier than dieting really... i don't have to worry about what i eat i just don't eat x_X and take vitamins or whatever maybe work out a little and bam weight loss =D

so last week went to ochem lab XD;; it was the most pathetic thing ever i was looking for a "room 47" in the fleming building instead of the science building x_X one girl was like "try going to the basement all the rooms on this floor are in the 100's" and i was like ^_^ k

so i walk around the building looking for stairs XD! and i couldn't find them (because you know i'm ditzy like that, right?) so finally i was like X_X i'm like 10 mins late.. and i ask this professor "how do i get down to the basement?" and she was like "...take the stairs?" ">.< can't find them..." and she's like "it's right next door" "...? doesn't that go outside?" "XD;;; go straight then turn around..." "...o..k...? * OMFG I'M A RETARD"

uh has bad engineers.. it's like a hall and leads to the door and it looks like it's a narrow hall with a one sided door but really if you're coming in from outside thre're stairs leading down and it's a 2 sided door x_X;;;

and when i went down to the basement i couldn't find a room 47... and that's when i realized that i was in the science building not the fleming building... x_X;;;...

so i found the science building and i was like XD;;; holy shit i used to come here when i was 3 feet tall (when dad was still in school) lmao i was wondering what would've happened if dad was my TA ">: you're 1/2 hour late! 0 for the day" or something XD;;; dad was really strict.. *glad times have changed* x_X;;; lmao if dad found out it'd be like "you fail at being my daughter! >:o back in my day i went to lab 1/2 hour early!" or something like that x_X

convo btw me and aaron, edited for you reading sanity

Jena Cai: ;_; wuuu....
rikijiki: lol
Jena Cai: *asian crying sound*
rikijiki: "wuuu"? ah hahahahaha
Jena Cai: XD well more specifically chinese i hate my breasts! they're not big when i want them big and they're too damn big when i don't want them big ;_;*got hand me down labcoat from mom today* she got me 2- one with her name an "city of houston water plant" on it and one plain white one and so hers fits and then some (cuz she's bigger than me) but the plain white one isn't hers it's her friends... and it's a tight fit except AROUND MY CHEST
rikijiki: uhuh lol ooo perfect
Jena Cai: well not like... i'm a fat girl who wants to be preppy and therefore wears tiny shirt when i shouldn't be tight but it's like it could be bigger
rikijiki: have it open around the boobies to make you look BUSTEY
Jena Cai: omg no! it's a lab coat not a whore outfit i'm like x_X gaaaahh why?!?! why?!?!? *needs a sports bra* WHY?!
rikijiki: lol you could be the sekshi scientist
Jena Cai: XD!!lmao i don't want to be a sekshi scientist! *whine* i want a lab coat that fits you know me i'm going to spill HCl down my chest and it won't be prettyi'd like my chest protected thank you XD
rikijiki: lol ur boobs will wear down then
Jena Cai: lmao! more like my 40 DOLLAR VICTORIA SECRET BRA

XD dam right breaking me would bring you bad luck- that's why the pharoahs all died >:D

XD lmfao mom was just like "jena wanna go see a movie? ^_^" i was like

jena:"^_^ okay which one?"
mom:"broke mountain"
jena: "XD!! *stifles laughter* why do you want to see it?"
mom: "cuz the chinese producer made it and it won an award ^_^" XD;; and she sounded so exicted about it too.....

lmao and this is after cano tells me about the sex scene in the middle XD;; my god can you imagine my mom's reaction to that? "O.O OMG" XD;; she's going to hate ang lee by the end of that movie... *doesn't plan on being with her when she watches it it would be a very awkward moment x_X*

dare i say it? i may have found an replacement for lj

www.gaiaonline.com

XD it's so cute~ i wonder if you can get gold from updating your journal? o.o who needs gunbound when you can dress up random avatars on this thing?

when asked why jena plays gunbound...: well... i don't really like it that much.. i'm just too poor to buy clothes in real life so.... ;_;

XD! quizes are funny~ i got the pink heart thing like becca but i didn't think it was accurate =x

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

but yeah XD!!! that's so dina! i was like lmao i stole dina's answer =x

DON'T OPEN MY E-MAILS!!!

i dunno norton has been sending me things saying "your e-mail could not send because it contained a virus"

and i've been like O.O WTF I HAVEN'T BEEN SENDING ANYTHING!!! so whatever virus i have is automatically sending e-mails... -.-;;;... anyway norton's been saying that the files have been canceled? But don't open anything anyway just to be on the safe side, k?

my comp... is dead...

i lost all my files except for my schoolwork, oh the sadness XD;;;

i don't really mind.. i lost all my games, ffvii!!! =x!, and all my random videos.. so i can't burn anything for anyone this christmas sorry ^^;;;

easy come easy go, nee? so i don't really mind... ;_;....all that much...;_;...;_;.....;____;..... i'm sad that i lost all my harvest moon game info though XD;;; i don't mind losing my ffta info cuz it wasn't a very good game (i planned to replay it anyway).. but my harvest moon game was a dam good game i was married and pregnant and everything -.-;;; oh well..

i miss ffvii though... but it's okay i have the ps version =/ oh and i lost the ffvii movie ;_;... which isn't that bad cuz i burned jenny a copy and she could lend me the cd, right?

but i burned myself bleach before it died so it's not a total loss...

okay redone christmas gift list!

...money? (like hm.. 1-20 bucks? however much you're willing to give me)
XD;;; alcohol? .
hm...*think*...ffvii? ;_;....(the comp version)...
sims 2 borrowing? XD;;;

really i don't want to ask for anything unless i have the means to give things... =/ i'd feel bad only getting presents and not giving things back.... *le sigh*

my poor comp.. even though i lost all my files i'm still sad because i <3 my computer.. and it's all dead.. ;_;...

well basically the video card broke and me and my dad thought it was a virus but then when we erased disc C with all the files backed up on disk d, windows XP broke down entirely (cuz the video card was messed up) and then the whole computer didn't work anymore and i couldn't even access disk d to save my files and it was sad...;_;

How was everyone's thanksgiving? hope ya'll had fun~ =x my turkey came out okay i didn't burn it (on the inside) XD;;;; eh heh?

anyway~

( that harry potter survey on gwynn's lj )

lol i can cook now! (kinda)

=x cooking channels on chinese food are a lot more..interesting for me? cuz i cook chinese food.. watching american food channel is like O.O OMG! *watches lady throw stick of butter into food* O.O no wonder americans are fat!!!! geez! if i lived in a white family i'd be a whale =x! granted chinese food is oily but we use peanut oil which is technically the healthiest oil out there... especially compared to BUTTER =x!!!!

but i love how no matter how bad a dish looks they're all like *bite* mmm...mmm...*orgasmically good food* this is DELICIOUS

XD!!! and you never know if it REALLY tastes good on the inside they could be like X_x omg i'd eat this when i get into my 3rd hour of viagra induced erection....

^_^;;;;;;;;; those deserts look good though i just don't get the cream thing... so in the end you're eating sugared raw egg yolks??? is that sanitary???? o.o;;;

i still don't know where to get mascarpone cheese... if i did i'd make tiramisu for us all =D

The Lyrics Game

1) Put a play list on of random music from your music library.
2) Put the play list on shuffle
3) Write out the song title and artist for the first 10 songs, and choose a line from the lyrics from each.
4) Post the lyrics on your blog, and give people a week to guess the song title and singer.
5) After a week, post hints.
6) After two weeks post answers.

Do I even have to mention NO LOOKING THINGS UP THAT'S CHEATING.

( lyrics game from nefali! ^_^ er.. please pardon my bad japanese =x *sounds things out* )